07-15-09
Yesterday someone posted a comment and said,” Your insight about love is very illuminating, and shows a great deal of introspection. I hope that love loves you back.” This was perhaps the most flattering of comments. Yes, I am illuminating and introspective (and apparently not very modest). 
But it also got me thinking; I have been writing these articles/blog entries about love and relationships but no one really knows WHERE I get this stuff from. For all you know, I could be pulling it out the sky or off of MSN Relationships. LOL!
Of course, that’s not where it comes from! Everything I write comes from my own personal experiences: The good, the bad and the ugly. I write directly from my heart (corny much!). So I decided to let you, my readers, in. Into my life, my world and my heart. I’m not all talk, I’m action to. Ha, ha.
So to answer the readers’ question, no, love does not always love me back. Love is no respecter of person. I’ve had heartaches and heartbreaks and up until now, no fairy tale endings. As a matter of fact, I haven’t had a happy ending yet. But love is as much about the emotional connection two people feel as it is about personal growth. Even when I lose, I win.
So while love has not necessarily given me what I wanted, it’s always given me what I needed. Every heartbreak, every mistake and every time I stand at the cliff and decide “head first or feet first” I am that much closer to being the woman I need to be for me. So when HE arrives, I am can be the woman I need to be for him.
Sincerely,
The Mistress
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